Where there is a will there is a way

I have been struggling with multiple computer problems. I used a different browse and even different spot for my blogs.

There is nothing new or special today.
Of course there has been drama earlier, but I'm not going to rant about it today. I feel I have already ranted enough. However, my mind has not changed concerning family or ex friends. Its back to being a Ben Stein again with the same old news and same old feelings.

I will be working a long shift today and I don't know when I will be able to login again for at least a little bit of a lifeline.
Most of the time, I'm ok, but there are other times I wish I had a person I could scream to.

There is probably drama with Kathie Lee today, but I don't feel like doing the research. It will be drama I will either deal with a different day or not at all.

BW is always giving mixed signals. I still am in a time of waiting and enduring. In a lot of aspects. Better stability, storms to blow over, and conclusions and decisions to come to.

I'm so mad I can't get on my myspace. I have felt that that has been one of my best lifelines thus far. But twitter will do for now.

Something just doesn't feel right with the atmosphere. I don't know what it is but its just instinctual senses that tell myself something is terribly wrong.

Until then, I'm bored and waiting..............................